Song#: 15
Album 35) Random thoughts
Name of Song: Tolerating nothing

Nothing,
Seems close to static calm,
It’s what I need to understand,
Infused in holy psalms.
Looking at my blend,
Of past and present merge,
Too long felt lopsided,
It’s time to make the purge.
What am I really talking about,
What am I trying to say,
I’m trying to move on forward,
Devoid of past decay.
Chorus
Tolerating nothing,
A vacuum in real life,
Nothing really in it,
Devoid of any strife.
Tolerating emptiness,
Like no family friends or stuff,
As I try to move on forward,
My past feels more like fluff.
______
Nothing,
Seems close to static calm,
It’s what I need to understand,
Infused in holy psalms.
Looking at my blend,
Of past and present merge,
Too long felt lopsided,
It’s time to make the purge.
What am I really talking about,
What am I trying to say,
I’m trying to move on forward,
Devoid of past decay.
Chorus
Tolerating nothing,
A vacuum in real life,
Nothing really in it,
Devoid of any strife.
Tolerating emptiness,
Like no family friends or stuff,
As I try to move on forward,
My past feels more like fluff.
______
Nothing,
Seems close to static calm,
It’s what I need to understand,
Infused in holy psalms.
Looking at my blend,
Of past and present merge,
Too long felt lopsided,
It’s time to make the purge.
What am I really talking about,
What am I trying to say,
I’m trying to move on forward,
Devoid of past decay.
Chorus
Tolerating nothing,
A vacuum in real life,
Nothing really in it,
Devoid of any strife.
Tolerating emptiness,
Like no family friends or stuff,
As I try to move on forward,
My past feels more like fluff.
______
Nothing,
Seems close to static calm,
It’s what I need to understand,
Infused in holy psalms.
Looking at my blend,
Of past and present merge,
Too long felt lopsided,
It’s time to make the purge.
What am I really talking about,
What am I trying to say,
I’m trying to move on forward,
Devoid of past decay.
Chorus
Tolerating nothing,
A vacuum in real life,
Nothing really in it,
Devoid of any strife.
Tolerating emptiness,
Like no family friends or stuff,
As I try to move on forward,
My past feels more like fluff.
______
Bridge
The thought of having nothing,
And nothing left to see,
Tolerating nothing seems like
tolerating just me.
_____
Nothing,
Seems close to static calm,
It’s what I need to understand,
Infused in holy psalms.
Looking at my blend,
Of past and present merge,
Too long felt lopsided,
It’s time to make the purge.
What am I really talking about,
What am I trying to say,
I’m trying to move on forward,
Devoid of past decay.
Chorus
Tolerating nothing,
A vacuum in real life,
Nothing really in it,
Devoid of any strife.
Tolerating emptiness,
Like no family friends or stuff,
As I try to move on forward,
My past feels more like fluff.
______
Nothing,
Seems close to static calm,
It’s what I need to understand,
Infused in holy psalms.
Looking at my blend,
Of past and present merge,
Too long felt lopsided,
It’s time to make the purge.
What am I really talking about,
What am I trying to say,
I’m trying to move on forward,
Devoid of past decay.
Chorus
Tolerating nothing,
A vacuum in real life,
Nothing really in it,
Devoid of any strife.
Tolerating emptiness,
Like no family friends or stuff,
As I try to move on forward,
My past feels more like fluff.
______
Nothing,
Seems close to static calm,
It’s what I need to understand,
Infused in holy psalms.
Looking at my blend,
Of past and present merge,
Too long felt lopsided,
It’s time to make the purge.
What am I really talking about,
What am I trying to say,
I’m trying to move on forward,
Devoid of past decay.
Chorus
Tolerating nothing,
A vacuum in real life,
Nothing really in it,
Devoid of any strife.
Tolerating emptiness,
Like no family friends or stuff,
As I try to move on forward,
My past feels more like fluff.
______
Are we really nothing,
As a spirit YOU never die,
Maybe sad old memories of
Ourself, but rarefied.
Many many versions,
Of what happens when we die,
You should just remember so,
No need to just deny.
________