Song#: 9
Album 25) Hidden Thoughts
Name of Song: It still hurts
What makes you feel uneasy,
What makes you not yourself,
What makes you that other person,
That makes you leave yourself up on the shelf.
Is it still a problem,
Does it still feel like it never will go away,
Did it actually start with that certain someone,
And you know you never really have been the same.
Do you remember when it all started,
Do you even remember where you were,
Were there others next to you that you remember,
Or does it seem like one big giant blur.
Can you remember how long ago it happened,
Can you remember if it was night or in the day,
Do you recall at all how you were feeling,
Or are you still amazed they were that way.
Do you remember how long it really lasted,
Was it seconds, or maybe minutes, or even days,
How did you react with all that turmoil,
When it was over did you then change your usual way.
Does it still make you feel a bit uneasy,
Does it sorta make you feel you’re just like them,
Are you determined to never feel or be that memory,
Did you ever not feel yourself from way back when.
What makes you feel uneasy,
What makes you not yourself,
What makes you that other person,
That makes you leave yourself up on the shelf.
Is it still a problem,
Does it still feel like it never will go away,
Did it actually start with that certain someone,
And you know you never really have been the same.
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