Song#: 14
Album 41) Frustrations of the Spirit
Name of Song: Inconceivable, Unbelievable
I finally can see,
What’s now in front of me,
I was blinded for so long,
Now I’m calm to simply be.
Looking at myself,
Separating out,
From all of those evil things
that kept me so in doubt.
So unbelievable,
To most inconceivable,
Never saw from whence it came,
So much feeling that I’m the same.
Chorus
Hoping that it would end,
Such betrayal to contend,
Too young to even cry,
Too young to even try.
Molesting at its best,
I finally saw it was no test,
So many years to realize,
And believe my own surmise.
_______
I finally can see,
What’s now in front of me,
I was blinded for so long,
Now I’m calm to simply be.
Looking at myself,
Separating out,
From all of those evil things
that kept me so in doubt.
So unbelievable,
To most inconceivable,
Never saw from whence it came,
Too much feeling that I’m the same.
Chorus
Hoping that it would end,
Such betrayal to contend,
Too young to even cry,
Too young to even try.
Molesting at its best,
I finally saw it was no test,
So many years to realize,
And believe my own surmise.
_______
I finally can see,
What’s now in front of me,
I was blinded for so long,
Now I’m calm to simply be.
Looking at myself,
Separating out,
From all of those evil things
that kept me so in doubt.
So unbelievable,
To most inconceivable,
Never saw from whence it came,
Too much feeling that I’m the same.
Chorus
Hoping that it would end,
Such betrayal to contend,
Too young to even cry,
Too young to even try.
Molesting at its best,
I finally saw it was no test,
So many years to realize,
And believe my own surmise.
_______
Bridge
A lesson I learned through life,
What you know is your real clout,
Follow down on what you know,
Look and learn at all your doubts.
What you know is all you are,
Those faint thoughts can lift you far,
Many lifetimes many scars,
Don’t be surprised if it’s bizarre.
______
I finally can see,
What’s now in front of me,
I was blinded for so long,
Now I’m calm to simply be.
Looking at myself,
Separating out,
From all of those evil things
that kept me so in doubt.
So unbelievable,
To most inconceivable,
Never saw from whence it came,
So much feeling that I’m the same.
Chorus
Hoping that it would end,
Such betrayal to contend,
Too young to even cry,
Too young to even try.
Molesting at its best,
I finally saw it was no test,
So many years to realize,
And believe my own surmise.
_______
I finally can see,
What’s now in front of me,
I was blinded for so long,
Now I’m calm to simply be.
Looking at myself,
Separating out,
From all of those evil things
that kept me so in doubt.
So unbelievable,
To most inconceivable,
Never saw from whence it came,
Too much feeling that I’m the same.
Chorus
Hoping that it would end,
Such betrayal to contend,
Too young to even cry,
Too young to even try.
Molesting at its best,
I finally saw it was no test,
So many years to realize,
And believe my own surmise.
_______
I finally can see,
What’s now in front of me,
I was blinded for so long,
Now I’m calm to simply be.
Looking at myself,
Separating out,
From all of those evil things
that kept me so in doubt.
So unbelievable,
To most inconceivable,
Never saw from whence it came,
Too much feeling that I’m the same.
Chorus
Hoping that it would end,
Such betrayal to contend,
Too young to even cry,
Too young to even try.
Molesting at its best,
I finally saw it was no test,
So many years to realize,
And believe my own surmise.
_______
Hard to speak about such acts,
When so young it covers facts,
Unknowing urges cloud one’s life,
I’m very glad to end that strife.
I am free from all that hate,
Left that world of horrid fate,
Those who do such evil deeds,
Also have their evil needs.
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