Song#: 3
Album 09) The Myth of good and bad
Name of Song: Closet crazy
Thinking within, where no one can hear,
Wondering about things, feeling your way through mazes.
Sharing occasionally with those, who you know you can trust,
Your feelings of craziness, that you dare not show around.
Sometimes you come through it, sometimes you really don’t,
Sometimes you’re left in limbo, haunting fears and lingering doubts.
How alone before you crumble, friends are valuable in this state,
How long before you give up, or come through it like a champ.
Wondering whether you’ll even make it, through the day, or week or month,
Finding things for you to hang on to, so you don’t end up where you shouldn’t.
Thinking about anything but what’s impinging, so you can ignore the truth,
Need to spend more time alone, get familiar with who you really are.
Chorus
That’s all it is, you’re either here or then,
You’re either now or in some other time gone by,
To begin realizing how long you’ve been in and out of bodies,
Will give you an inkling of why all the drama in your head.
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Going “closet crazy”, what do you do,
How can you pull yourself out of such a hole?
Just go for a walk, and notice things that are around you,
Until you feel you’re in the present with some control.
Don’t underestimate nutritious food and how you’re sleeping,
Lacking both or either one, can spin you in,
Bodies thrive on lots of water, food and minerals,
Plus regular sleep that leaves you rested when you awake.
Now there are mental and spiritual reasons, underlying all this,
There now exists a workable way to treat a spirit with a mind,
So don’t ignore that in some way you’re always running things,
Even if your mind and body get out of hand.
At the point you feel no hope at all in running things,
Is the point you start to feel the fangs of death,
You don’t have to then agree that this should now happen,
Just start to change your mind and look at brighter things.
Chorus
That’s all it is, you’re either here or then,
You’re either now or in some other time gone by,
To begin realizing how long you’ve been in and out of bodies,
Will give you an inkling of why all the drama in your head.
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