Song#: 12
Album 36) More random thoughts
Name of Song: Betrayers live in vaults

Always wanted a girlfriend,
Even needed one at times,
This urge so deep inside myself,
Maybe from me, maybe my mind.
I guess it doesn’t matter,
I wanted a girl to love,
But mainly to be best of friends,
And move on and on thereof.
It took a while resolving,
Things scattered through my mind,
Things that overwhelmed me,
So long ago in time.
At first it felt like urges,
Sensations butting in,
To what was just a simple urge
To invite a friend within.
Trust became an issue,
Betrayals I forgot,
That stuck me on a one way flow
and tied me in a knot.
Chorus
Lifetimes and betrayals,
I know I have my own,
Betrayals unresolved in time,
And then I died alone.
Trust is so confusing,
You’re told it’s not your fault,
But hardly ever understood
Betrayers live in vaults.
______
Always wanted a girlfriend,
Even needed one at times,
This urge so deep inside myself,
Maybe from me, maybe my mind.
I guess it doesn’t matter,
I wanted a girl to love,
But mainly to be best of friends,
And move on and on thereof.
It took a while resolving,
Things scattered through my mind,
Things that overwhelmed me,
So long ago in time.
At first it felt like urges,
Sensations butting in,
To what was just a simple urge
To invite a friend within.
Trust became an issue,
Betrayals I forgot,
That stuck me on a one way flow
and tied me in a knot.
Chorus
Lifetimes and betrayals,
I know I have my own,
Betrayals unresolved in time,
And then I died alone.
Trust is so confusing,
You’re told it’s not your fault,
But hardly ever understood
Betrayers live in vaults.
______
Always wanted a girlfriend,
Even needed one at times,
This urge so deep inside myself,
Maybe from me, maybe my mind.
I guess it doesn’t matter,
I wanted a girl to love,
But mainly to be best of friends,
And move on and on thereof.
It took a while resolving,
Things scattered through my mind,
Things that overwhelmed me,
So long ago in time.
At first it felt like urges,
Sensations butting in,
To what was just a simple urge
To invite a friend within.
Trust became an issue,
Betrayals I forgot,
That stuck me on a one way flow
and tied me in a knot.
Chorus
Lifetimes and betrayals,
I know I have my own,
Betrayals unresolved in time,
And then I died alone.
Trust is so confusing,
You’re told it’s not your fault,
But hardly ever understood
Betrayers live in vaults.
______
Bridge
Facing your betrayals,
Small or large it’s fine,
It opens up your world of love
Releasing you from time.
_____
Always wanted a girlfriend,
Even needed one at times,
This urge so deep inside myself,
Maybe from me, maybe my mind.
I guess it doesn’t matter,
I wanted a girl to love,
But mainly to be best of friends,
And move on and on thereof.
It took a while resolving,
Things scattered through my mind,
Things that overwhelmed me,
So long ago in time.
At first it felt like urges,
Sensations butting in,
To what was just a simple urge
To invite a friend within.
Trust became an issue,
Betrayals I forgot,
That stuck me on a one way flow
and tied me in a knot.
Chorus
Lifetimes and betrayals,
I know I have my own,
Betrayals unresolved in time,
And then I died alone.
Trust is so confusing,
You’re told it’s not your fault,
But hardly ever understood
Betrayers live in vaults.
______
Always wanted a girlfriend,
Even needed one at times,
This urge so deep inside myself,
Maybe from me, maybe my mind.
I guess it doesn’t matter,
I wanted a girl to love,
But mainly to be best of friends,
And move on and on thereof.
It took a while resolving,
Things scattered through my mind,
Things that overwhelmed me,
So long ago in time.
At first it felt like urges,
Sensations butting in,
To what was just a simple urge
To invite a friend within.
Trust became an issue,
Betrayals I forgot,
That stuck me on a one way flow
and tied me in a knot.
Chorus
Lifetimes and betrayals,
I know I have my own,
Betrayals unresolved in time,
And then I died alone.
Trust is so confusing,
You’re told it’s not your fault,
But hardly ever understood
Betrayers live in vaults.
______
Always wanted a girlfriend,
Even needed one at times,
This urge so deep inside myself,
Maybe from me, maybe my mind.
I guess it doesn’t matter,
I wanted a girl to love,
But mainly to be best of friends,
And move on and on thereof.
It took a while resolving,
Things scattered through my mind,
Things that overwhelmed me,
So long ago in time.
At first it felt like urges,
Sensations butting in,
To what was just a simple urge
To invite a friend within.
Trust became an issue,
Betrayals I forgot,
That stuck me on a one way flow
and tied me in a knot.
Chorus
Lifetimes and betrayals,
I know I have my own,
Betrayals unresolved in time,
And then I died alone.
Trust is so confusing,
You’re told it’s not your fault,
But hardly ever understood
Betrayers live in vaults.
________